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I'd say I missed you. I'd say I love you. but it wouldn't be true he loves me in a way that you would never do lets me keep his secrets told me all his lies I stand face to face with him I can look him in his eyes I know that he'll be with me even when my time goes by you were too afraid of me to make me want to fly you let my hand go you let me walk away if i was meant for you why not make me stay? love is for work. work is for love. if all of this is true, why did you push and shove? want me back in your life? I'm afraid to have you in mine cause the way it looks to me he'll love me til' the end of time he won'

And so I thought I was at end, But then it came, my heart to mend All was quiet, and I was scared I don't want to forget the love we shared Afraid of closing these green, dead eyes Fear of tears to be shed I know what I get for all those lies, And it's all so deep in my head So I sit and I cry, with all of my shame, I sit and I cry, at the thought of your name I sit and I tell myself things will be okay And I sit and I realize, that their won't be no way I get up, I run, clattering feet I want to scream, cry out in defeat I'm sick of this life!; the life of this Hell I'm sick of this life!; and of death as well But things wil

Cast out the agonizing pain Embracing your arms around me Safety, to small a word Happiness, hope, has found me You tempt me with uncensored silence Blind me, by seen and hidden beauty I shame myself for what I'm thinking It is a temptation, a beautiful sin You're my only addiction, But unhealthy, you are not If I keep on wanting more, This craving will not be stopped Slide your fingers through my hair kiss my lips again with my addiction holding me, I am what I should have been You're My Only Addiction, My only medication You keep me safe and warm, You're the only thing that keeps me sane..

You told me you loved me, I thought I believed You told me you loved me, Or was I decieved? You're puzzled about us and what you feel I thought you knew you cared, The scars I thought were closed and forgotten, were never really healed And I'm bleeding the love we shared You cut me up worse than before, and I realized what it was Was it that I was becoming a bore? or is it a lost cause? I know that waiting for you is killing me, But I've got to know whats true I thought I was your love to be But that decision was up to you I will wait, and I will pray I will wait, and I will stay That you'll understand me one day That y

Your eyes are haunting me, I see the pain in them But what scares me the most.. ..is that it isn't yourself you're in pain for Why is there pain for me? What do you know? Who do you see? Why do you feel this pain, feel this pain for me? We've spoken for hours Never went into real conversation How do you know? What do you know?? Your eyes are crying, I don't understand So I turn my face away you're gone when I look back..

If you want to be happy.. If you want to be happy.. Why would you let this get between us? You know me... You know me.. I thought you knew me.. I reach out to touch you, yet you are so far away.. I want to hold you Like you would hold me.. nothing is different, but everything has changed I want you to understand, we could both be happy You are what I want, and I am what you want..  Why can't you just listen to yourself? The happiest we've ever been was toether, so why does this got to be this way? Why do you have to be this way? Don't you love me anymore? Allie.. October 23.

Tons of arrogance, feeling these highs Oh, all the hatred replacing the lies You cannot hurt me anymore You cannot way from this core (And it still burns you up inside) (Those times, those times that you lied) Life seemed so easy with you, But now I realize none of it was true And all the tormenting remarks They replace you, and what I thought you to be All of these tortures you hid from me Lie inside my failing heart And all of the days you faked loving me, is why my mind is torn apart Why take my chances, understand this Replace these memories with a song and living the lies at my home Now fail, hurt me, word me right? F

Mindless Conversation, Endless gaps, How do you know what this heart maps?? Believe in the facts, people would say Believe whats written, no voice, walk away Remember your heart is all that is true, Remember your feelings, and the things that you do You make me real Even when we're not together I can feel you, I know our love and I know it's true You can't change your feelings Nor the way someone expresses themselves Emotions explain way more, more than expressions or even wealth Forget what they say Believe only what you know And follow things, and go where you go Stay with the things that you know will lead you to the truth